Jules tried to destroy the set. Hammers dulled on old metal; the screen would not shatter, only ripple like water. They took it to the thrift store where they'd found it, but the owner refused—eyes like washed-out pennies. "Top doesn't like being moved," she said. "It prefers an audience."
The set fit perfectly on a small table by the window, where wet light pooled on the glass. Jules plugged it in. The screen bloomed, not with snow but with a sepia room: a living room from another life. At first it was like watching someone else's memory—a woman with a yellow dress arranging cups, a boy stacking wooden blocks. Then the image shifted, as TV does when channels tumble, but there were no channels, just scenes that felt personal and confidential, intimate as whispered names.
Jules kept a ledger. At first it was a joke: a small notebook with a page for promises and a page for missing time. Entries read like a phone bill: "November 2 — watched with Erin — 1 hour — Erin lost morning memory." Over months the ledger filled with little deductions: a lost photograph here, a skipped heartbeat there. Jules told themself the cost was negligible compared to the consolation people found. Yet the list of absences grew longer and louder, the ledger's spine creased like a warning. the devil inside television show top
Jules called a meeting at the community hall and told a version of the story that left out theatrics but kept the truth. People came because they had curiosity, because they had felt lighter and then strange, because the town likes stories in which it is the hero. They sat in folding chairs and watched the television as if at a séance. Jules led them, naming names and reciting the sequence in the old script. The crowd admitted their bargains—some small, some obscene. Tears came for some, for the emptiness of a promised reconciliation, for the cost of a joy bought with someone else's oblivion.
As they spoke, the television changed. The sepia room dissolved into grainy lists. Each spoken confession pulled an item from the brass plate as if the set were a magnet for truth. Top's face appeared, not smug but tired—he had been fed, and now he was being sated by the revelation. When the last person spoke, the screen stilled and dimmed, its brass plate falling mute. Jules tried to destroy the set
Jules told themself the set was a relic—an aesthetic thrill. Yet a tremor of protectiveness developed. Sometimes Jules would sit with the television and say nothing, as if the instrument might grow lonely. The screen would respond in little kindnesses: a dog that nosed a stranger's shoulder, rain that stopped at a street corner so a girl in a polka dress could cross unspoiled. In return, Jules felt compelled to make small offerings: a coin left on the remote, a cigarette stub tucked in the ashtray near the cord. They called these sacrifices, though they were really transactions: affection for favor.
The television remained in the hall for a while, inert and heavy, a relic. Jules took it back home and left it unplugged by the window where the rain could patter against its face. Sometimes at dusk, Jules would look at the black glass and imagine the sepia room, a little worn, its inhabitants returning to their lives. They would sometimes dream of the wheel turning, but the dreams were thinner now, like old film. "Top doesn't like being moved," she said
At first, the television showed memories that weren’t Jules’s but felt uncannily close: a first kiss in a car, an argument about rent, a newborn's fist curling. Sometimes it showed empty rooms where the light changed exactly the way Jules's own apartment did—first the warm morning, then the diffuse grey of rain. Jules began to synchronize life with the screen: make coffee when the woman in the yellow dress made tea, water the fern when the baby in the set started to cry. It felt cozy, like tuning a radio to the same station as another soul.
"Everyone who believes the television shows is bargaining in the same room," Top said. "We resize the past. We excise what hurts. The devil, you see, is not about brimstone. The devil is a bargain. He is a top spun until the center thins."
But some things are never more neatly resolved than before; there were aftershocks. Jules reached for the soda taste and could not find it. Objects that once fit emotionally in the hands now felt unfamiliar: the way Jules laced shoes, how jokes landed, the exact timbre of how someone had once called their name. The missing memory was a small hole where a star had blinked out. It didn't hurt—at first. It left a shape, like a hanger with no coat.
"I won't let you hurt others for me," Jules said. "If you're a barterer, take me instead."